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For the prompt event, if I’m not too late…?
Healthcare Legend and some whump? Idk exactly how that would work but if that’s not something you can work with, just regular Legend whump, if that’s okay.
Thank you very much for considering!
Gritting his teeth, Legend pushed himself to get up. His knuckles were bleeding from where he’d been desperately scrabbling for purchase as he’d fallen down the small, rocky cliffside. His hip was killing him from where he’d landed on it, and his world was still spinning a little.
That didn’t matter. He had to find the others and warn them. He had to make sure the monster horde didn’t catch them unawares as it had him.
They’d split up to do reconnaissance. Legend had originally had the option to go with Wild, but after having explored with him before, he’d declined, going alone.
It was a stupid move. He knew that. He knew that. But he’d wanted to stay on the trail while Wild was going to wander off, and instead of arguing with him, he’d let the champion and the traveler scamper away into the woods, giggling as they went.
But now they could be in danger.
It started to drizzle, the cold rain pelting against him. It felt like tiny needles digging into his skin, intensifying every ache.
Get up. You can’t let them get to the others.
If the monsters got to Hyrule and Wild, it would be a disaster. The two were powerhouses in their own right, but they were uncoordinated as a pair. Legend didn’t usually step in to lead the group, but he’d seen how strategy would quickly fall apart the instant something went wrong. Hyrule and Wild were among the worst offenders.
Legend took a step forward, grabbing his hookshot, and fired it at the vines at the top of the cliff. He had his sword at the ready as it pulled him, feeling his shoulder scream in protest at the sudden jerking motion. He’d long since learned to brace against it, but falling down that cliff seemed to have aggravated the area.
An aeralfos noticed his approach, charging towards him as he flew upward. He didn’t exactly have any maneuvering ability while his item pulled him to the top, but he managed to use his moment to drive the sword towards his enemy, slicing at its throat as it hissed and tried to claw at him.
The black blooded creature fell to the ground, injured but not defeated (if it hadn’t been cursed it would have been eliminated - this blasted shadow monster had to make everything so stupidly difficult), giving Legend a moment to catch his breath and drive his tempered blade into its chest. It twitched a little under the blade before growing still.
Legend nearly fell backwards when he removed his blade, completely off balance and dizzy. He shook his head, blinking water out of his eyes again.
It was just water, right?
He scrounged through his pouch, hoping to find a potion. Instead, he just found magic elixirs. He rolled his eyes. Typical. He’d forgotten he’d given his last potion to Four. How could he have been so careless, wandering off his own without the proper equipment?
Some veteran of the hero business I am, he grumbled as he trudged forward.
Whatever. They all had off days. He wasn’t going to let this one lead to the others getting hurt.
Legend marched ahead, sword at the ready, eyes alert for the other monsters that he hadn’t yet eliminated. They couldn’t have gotten too far.
That assumption turned to utter bewilderment as he continued to move onward. He wandered into a clearing in the forest with a burnt out husk of a building in its center. He… didn’t remember this. But he hadn’t wandered off the road, either.
When had he wandered off the road? He’d been tracking the beasts, had they come through here?
Legend shook his head a third time. Was it still raining? His face was wet.
Movement caught his attention, and he crouched down, hiding behind a half destroyed foundation. He saw a few bokoblins ahead, and he realized he’d finally caught up.
He remembered there being more monsters than he saw. He could handle three bokoblins and a few keese. And with swift work and expedient use of his varying weapons, he wiped them out quickly.
It was strange, how relieving that was. It was so relieving, in fact, that he promptly fell over.
“Ow,�� he grumbled irritably, trying to push himself sit up again, noticing that his knuckles had at least scabbed over from their earlier cuts.
Again, Legend dug through his pouch, wondering if he really didn’t have a single potion to spare. This was dumb. This was so unbelievably dumb.
Groaning, he let himself collapse on the rocky ground. Fine. He’d just lay here. Whatever. The battle was over anyway.
The sky was glowing golden, like embers of a dying fire, heralding the coming night. Legend scrunched his face in annoyance at it. He’d rather just lay here and die than let anyone find him in this state, but he knew they’d start looking if he didn’t make his way back to camp.
The only problem was, he had no idea where he was. He wished desperately for a bloody map.
It was amazingly frustrating, how he could be so experienced in these journeys yet he could still find himself in such a predicament. It wasn’t like he hadn’t been doing this since he was a kid.
Thunder rumbled in the distance, and adrenaline shot through his entire body, jolting him into alertness.
His mind immediately started trying to rationalize that he was okay, despite his automatic reaction to the storm. You’re not at sea. Relax.
He was in the middle of a clearing, though. Exposed.
Legend immediately sprang to his feet, stumbling towards the trees, and promptly fell on his face as soon as he got some cover.
Okay, something was definitely wrong with his head. And his hip was still killing him.
Legend suddenly felt entirely alone. He felt so utterly alone in a place that was completely foreign. It was a disturbing feeling, and far, far too familiar.
He’d always traveled alone. He’d make friends along the way, but inevitably, he adventured by himself. And that was fine. So why did he feel…
He sighed heavily, rolling so that he was on his back, hissing as his hip protested the maneuver.
He missed Zelda.
He missed his uncle.
He missed his fellow heroes, his friends.
He was going to die here alone, wasn’t he?
He couldn’t die here. He had a mission to accomplish, and he’d never let anyone down.
But there were eight other heroes who could do the job jus as well, weren’t there?
Pff. Hmph. Do it just as well. Whether they can do it or not isn’t the point. I set out on this quest myself.
The rain started up again, heavier than before, soaking him to the bone. He shivered, and the tremors turned to outright twitches whenever lightning tore across the sky.
The noise was overwhelming and deafening, and Legend suddenly wished he was laying face down again. He closed his eyes, trying to ignore the flash of light behind his eyelids every time thunder roared.
When a warm hand touched his forehead, he nearly jumped out of his skin.
“Hey, easy! It’s just me.”
The voice was familiar, the subtlest hint of a twang, like a rabbit poking its head out of tall grass.
The Hero of Twilight.
Legend felt an insane amount of both shame and relief. Of all the others to find him, at least it was Twilight.
When he opened his eyes, he saw Warriors as well, and his cheeks immediately flushed.
Shooting to his feet, he nearly headbutted the captain by accident as he insisted, “I’m fine, I was just resting a moment.”
“Right,” Warriors drawled, completely unconvinced. “Veteran, you’re bleeding. Just sit down and let us help you out.”
“It’s okay,” Twilight assured him, ghosting a hand over his back, knowing Legend didn’t particularly care for physical contact all that much.
The veteran hero looked between the two, soaked and freezing and in pain, and he relented, easing back down to the ground with Twilight’s help.
“What happened?” Twilight asked gently while Warriors looked for a potion in his own stash.
“Monsters,” Legend replied dully, not quite wanting to admit that he’d wandered off alone. “I… didn’t want them to find the others. Or you guys. Or anybody.”
Warriors and Twilight exchanged a look, and it appeared that the captain was gearing up for some kind of speech when Twilight interrupted his attempt, putting a reassuring hand on Legend’s shoulder. “We’ve got it from here, okay?”
“They’re gone,” Legend said. “I took care of it.”
A proud smile crossed the captain’s face, and he helped Twilight sit Legend up as he held a potion. “I’m always impressed with your ability to fight. It’s definitely clear that you’re the veteran among us.”
Legend swallowed, feeling strange about the compliment coming from another Hero, especially from a knight. He felt unbelievably vulnerable and small in this storm.
Twilight pulled off his pelt, wrapping it around Legend’s shoulders, while Warriors held the potion to his face. The veteran tried to huff in protest, but it petered out of him before he could even try. Instead, he leaned more into their support, feeling the warmth of the wolf pelt, and wordlessly let Warriors help him drink the potion.
Even with its bitter taste, with the warmth of its magic flowing through his veins, he felt utterly spent. The world was no longer spinning, though, and he shriveled into himself as he was made even more aware of his pathetic state.
“Little better?” The captain asked, his tone surprisingly gentle.
“Yeah,” Legend mumbled, cheeks flushing. “Thanks.”
Twilight smiled warmly, wrapping the pelt around him a little more. “Let’s head to camp, then.”
Legend tried to protest the coddling, moved his shoulders a little to get the pelt off him, but it was so blasted warm, and…
The elder heroes took either hand, helping him stand, and though he didn’t wobble and tremble as he had been, he let them guide him along.
He was having an off day anyway. He… might as well just… let them help him.
He didn’t always have to be alone, after all.
#you ask skye answers#Lovely plink#Lu legend#linkeduniverse#linked universe#hopefully this works :)#I whumped healthcare Legend a little anyway in another ask haha#It’s been a while since I’ve written from Legend’s perspective#at least it feels like it#Idk#I feel like I haven’t written him in ages and am struggling grasping his character so hopefully this felt like him#writing
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might've been said before, but notice how in goodbye athena says 'you're not looking for a mentor, i'm not looking for a friend' and in we'll be fine, telemachus says 'if not his friend then mine'
i think in a way she was looking for a friend, and telemachus was looking for a mentor
#epic the wisdom saga#epic the musical#epic: the musical#telemachus#i'm out here thinking#like i wasn't on tumblr for a while#at least it feels like it#so maybe my random revelation#was all in vain
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Story time 😭 I saw this person on a bus wearing Hellfire shirt so I complimented it and we started talking about st stuff. Turns out she was also a byler and in the fandom and atp our dialogue just morphed into yapping 🙈 we began discussing byler tumblr and I asked her if she knew your blog (noihavenosanitythanksforasking with rink-o-mania Mike pfp) and she responded "Oh, that purple Noah Schnapp girl?". First I was like "No, I don't think so??" but then she proceeded to look through her profile or smth and showed me you saying "The girl who got into Noah Schnapp drama. And her blog is purple" (it was purple at that moment). Our dialogue went on for another good 20 mins before our ways parted and I'm afraid I'll never see this person again. But I couldn't stop thinking about this exact part. So apparently there's a girl somewhere walking around calling you purple Noah Schnapp girl 😭
WHATTTTT OH MY GODDDD THATS SO EMBARRASSING
#also like#how did i become interesting enough to talk ab irl#thats so sweet#i love my fans lmao mmwah#thats so wack tho like#that shit happened AGES ago#at least it feels like it#i wish i could forget ab it#and i do most of the time#but then someone brings it up#and im like oh yeah#that time i crashed out on tumblr#im so glad ppl remember that /sar#but its okay#i made a lot of friends bc of that#even if i still get scared when opening my tumblr notifs#i hope that person doesnt think im an asshole or smth#anyways#im yappin
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mental illness hitting hard tonite but we ball !! they r so cute i couldnt not draw them despite knowing nothing abt strawberry shortcake lmao
designs by @qevillous go check them out or else (i am holding a confetti gun to your head)
#splatoon#coroika#my art#digital art#aloha coroika#army coroika#the fits are so them too i love them#army in a little skirt thing.....#and aloha with those long ass baggy sleeves#same w army but#AUFHG taking critical damage i need to study them under a microscope#wish i couldve drawn the skirt but by the time i had sketchy stuff down i couldnt be bothered repositioning#they r so. grrrhgah#lowkey wanna draw the rest of them but wow am i stacked with things rn#at least it feels like it#maybe tho#maybe another midnight art tangent will lead to the rest of them#i rlly love masks fit.....#IM GETTING DISTRACTED AGAIN RAAAH throws the art at u and runs
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Making a post to collect lyrics to express my feelings instead of a straightforward vent post bc I express myself normalstyle







[Lyrics from: Talk - Lucy Dacus, I Just Don't Think That You Like Me That Much Anymore - Leith Ross, Hot N Heavy - Lucy Dacus, Turn The Lights Off - Gina Young, I Just Don't Think That You Like Me That Much Anymore - Leith Ross (again), Cartwheel - Lucy Dacus, West Virginia - The Front Bottoms ]
#Referred to one of my best friends of almost 9 years as just 'my friend' in my head earlier and it threw me back into the feelings that have#She doesn't even know I missed it bc after texting to tell me she couldn't make it bc of work (fair) she didn't follow up at all#already been swirling#She's slipping away and she only really texts when she has something to tell us#I miss her a lot#Also a lot of these are Lucy Dacus lyrics bc 1) they fit and 2) we both missed one of her concerts we were meant to go to together#She's changed a lot and she seems healthier and happier (even though it's harder to tell bc she's far away and I don't hear from her often)#And I've always hoped she would be but along with my hopes about that my fears of her moving on and growing out of us being friends have to#At least it feels like it#vent#Also I don't really expect anyone to read through all the lyrics. This is mostly a collection for me
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I love this song cuz the name of this song is my bio name
#rotlover<3#I love my.bio name but I have other names cuz I have other people#In me#At least it feels like it#Spotify
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Nobody is allowed to be mean to me ever again
#unrelated but my biceps got bigger since I started new workout routine and I think I have more leg strength too#at least it feels like it
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ccTommy has become a deeply uncomfortable person for me to see most days. I feel uneasy and unnerved whenever the algorithm tries to push him into my YouTube feed or Reddit threads. I don't want him to exist in any capacity near me. People spent years harassing and doxxing others on him and his character's behalf, whether he wanted it or not, and now he's being propped up as some sort of survivor of mcyt who should be praised for being so capable of growth and maintaining a platform.
It's the same old song and dance. The audience hungers for winners and losers, good people and bad. There's only so many that the leopards will eat before they go for the hand that's feeding them.
It's sickening.
#suds soaps#sorry im just. frustrated with the greater community again#minecraft youtubers are just a different sort of hollywood sometimes#at least it feels like it#turning people into ideas and then punishing them for not being a consumable product. dance jester dance
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if someone is talking about how much they love their parents do not jump in and start venting about your issues with your parents. if someone is venting about their issues with their parents do not jump in and start talking about how much you love your parents. peace and love amen swag city
#peach rambles#hall of fame i guess#anyway if you don’t know what to say in the former case#just say ‘aw that’s nice!/that’s cool!’ or ask a follow-up question. like ‘how often does [good thing] happen?’#people love being asked questions about themselves esp when they’re happy!#and if you don’t know what to say in the latter situation a simple ‘aw that sucks… ouch… i’m sorry’ or anything to that effect#’but that feels so fake and empty’ you’d be surprised how far little platitudes go#a bandaid and a kiss won’t heal the wound but they make you feel better#people at least like knowing that you heard them and that you want to try#you don’t have to be a poet to know what to say but just say something or at least do not say something disrespectful!
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Saw these online today. Want one. Can't have one. Cause they ain't real. Sad. :(
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i'll be honest thinking about las vegas makes me nauseous.
#emyrs.txt#like about the environment.#also it just freaks me out a little.#like that one tma ep about being in the suburbs forever.#being there makes me feel trapped. idk it's silly but i always feel like i'm in a glass jar or something.#if i need to leave I Wouldnt Be Able To. you know. at least not quickly#which is true about other cities as well but las vegas specifically. theres nothing around for miles. it freaks me out#also it stresses me out to think about the waste the city generates. worry not i stress out about LA doing thag as well but we're not in#the middle of the desert.#i think its just bc being in a landlocked state freaks me out. many such cases.
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AuDHD is so funny sometimes like what do you mean my hyperfixations/special interests will last for years on end or possibly forever but they will cycle out every month or two with absolutely no transitional period or warning. like i will think about the same topic every day obsessively for 46 days in a row and on the 47th day with no visible cause adhd brain goes "ok! bored of that now" and autism brain goes "dw i got something queued up for ya" and i blast into full blown obsession on some other topic whose mental file folders haven't opened in 9 months. brain's out here treating hyperfixations like a crop rotation. once the dopamine runs out it cycles in another one but once something's in the rotation it never ever leaves. last summer we brought in one from when i was 11. it's so funny to me but frustrating too bc like. i cannot stress enough my inability to predict or control this. or how completely abrupt and random it can be
EDIT: seems this is more common among ND people than i thought, and probably not limited to AuDHD specifically :] i was just describing my own experiences and didn't expect this post to blow up, so don't take me for an authority, but i'm glad it resonated with so many of y'all
#actually adhd#actually autistic#audhd#aphelion.txt#ik 'adhd brain' vs 'autism brain' is a gross oversimplification especially given how much overlap there can be#but it at least helps me conceptualize wtf is going on in my head when i do this lol#and yeah i'm mostly referring to fandoms in this post but it can happen w more 'Traditional' special interests too#like my linguistics special interest which hasn't popped up in a couple years now but whenever it does#i will fill literal notebooks while studying 4 languages at once and simultaneously inventing a conlang#and then i'll be like Ok that was fun! and several months later im deleting like. 2gb of textbooks off my iphone to make room for an update#And sometimes yeah there is a precipitating event like 'Oh something new happened in X fandom with my blorbo!' but sometimes it's like#yeah. no. idk either. switch got flipped in my brain and X no longer sparks joy. only Y rn. how come it's Y? yeah idk i also wish i knew#i don't think any of this is actually an uncommon experience for people with these types of neurodivergencies it's just.#the severity of abruptness and TOTALITY of the switch that makes me feel like a weirdo sometimes lol#like I'M getting mental whiplash from this sometimes. idk how y'all are still following my blog
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Chronic pain pisses me off cause I'm not even incapacitated for like a cool or badass reason instead my body is throwing the world's biggest temper tantrum because it's raining outside
#it feels like i got jumped by seven people but NO#if my body is going to make me feel like ive been stabbed five thousand times i should at least get a sword fight out of it im just saying#fibromyalgia#fibropain#fibro problems#fibro flare#fibro#chronic pain#chronic fatigue#chronic illness#hypermobility#hypermobile#hypermobility syndrome#spoonie#disabled#actually disabled#disability#c punk#cripple punk
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blue light overexposure dot png
#my art#jujutsu kaisen#jjk#jjk fanart#gojo satoru#jjk gojo#jjk satoru#satoru gojo#fushiguro megumi#takes an extended drag of my cigarette long time no gojo#i wanted to play around w more quick and pose-focused pen style lineart#to like. try to break the lines down to only th bare minimum required to sell the pose#and fortunately or unfortunately for me gojo satoru is like a pipecleaner he's very easy to pose expressively#i mean these poses arent particularly dynamic but i do think they convey character#been very focused on painting lately but it was nice to focus lines w this i think i found a lining and cell shading style i rly like ???#i tend to fall into th trap of overrendering everything but this forced me 2 keep things sharp and simple and i love how it looks#tht might just be the layer mode tho fsdjdsf pin light HARD carried this one#whenever i wld come back to this after looking away or doing smth else i felt my eyes physically readjust 2 how aggressively blue this is#i feel like i only use blue to this degree when gojo's who im drawing lmao#but anyway he wins this round bc i do not have a least favourite on this page even the scribble-y chibis turned out rly well#said begrudgingly#break his kneecaps megumi
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Obsessed with characters who portray themselves as worse than they are. Who are lying to everyone including themselves about it. People generally assume if someone's lying about themselves they're trying to look better but sometimes they're trying to look worse. They attribute agency to where they had none, add intent to accidents, try to convince everyone that this is something they did instead of something that happened to them.
#this is about tenko bnha#but it is also about dahlia ace attorney#watch the nezumiVA videos on ace attorney trilogy they're great#anyway dahlia saying she (at like. 6 years old) apparently convinced her father to abandon her sister. hmmm#also everyone including herself thinking of her as the manipulator in control with terry when she was 14 dating a 20 y/o#anyway these characters both did do terrible things but feel the need to pile on more and remove nuance from where it exists#to convince themselves that this is what they really want. that they chose this.#it's about the loss of control it's about being a victim feeling worse than being a villain#at least if you were the bad guy you had autonomy#shimura tenko#shigaraki tomura#dahlia hawthorne
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How the gentle wind,
Beckons through the trees,
As autumn colours fall.
#I’ve been trying to do some more full illustrations#working on colours and environments#which is awful and I hate it#but I feel like I’m at least progressing so yknow#a win is a win#PLUS! I’ve been meaning to draw these lil dudes for FOREVER#It’s certainly the weather for it#my art#over the garden wall#otgw#wirt#otgw wirt#otgw greg
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